some people are very ambitious and i’m not talking about me. because of this ambitious person, i hv to learn PHP, the language i hate fear the most 
i know sooner or later i’ll just hv to accept the fact that WE ARE moving to opensource and i HAVE to like PHP and i MUST learn PHP regardless of how i feel about the said lang. ya laaa… some of my readers “speak fluent PHP” (yes, you!) and i was being reminded over and over again about the wonders of PHP but i just couldnt bring myself to actually fall in love with it.
actually i dont have anything against PHP, it’s just that i dont like setting up dummy server and all those little little things before i can actually start using PHP! not only PHP la, same goes with JSP, ASP laa… 
hv to setup ODBC laa… JDBC laa… all those DBC DBC lah… malas oooo…
so, i’ve installed easyPHP in my pc. quite convenient la so that i dont have to install the components one by one.
oklah.. i’m off to test my FIRST SCRIPT.
guess what?
‘Hello World’
we’re going to watch Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire tonight 
we bought the tickets yesterday and kunun we thought we’re early, tau2 the 8.45 punya show fullhouse already! aiyaaaaa!!!! so no choice, we hv to take the 9.40 punya. the show is about 2 1/2 hrs so that means (iklan : i dun know y most people say “thats mean”) we’ll only be back around midnight. luckily my sis-in-law agreed to look after ellone. hopefully ellone wont give her a hard time.
my papa turns 51 today and as i was about to write this down, i realized that i dont really have a latest photo of him. all i have is this
and this
both taken on my wedding reception june last yr
anyway… doesnt really matter bcos believe me, he still looks like that. no additional wrinkles, not even a single gray hair – well, none that i can see lah.. some of his colleague even think that he’s only 45 
actually, i’ve spent the last 2 1/2 hrs writing about him. when i hit the publish button, it took so long for the page to be refreshed so stupid me went and click the button again. guess what? *poof* everything gone! 
buduh me kan? blogger has this “recover post” link so i tried to click on that and i only get a few paragraphs back, y’know, the portion before this paragraph. so lazy to write again so, i guess this will be all lah!
this poem is specially dedicated to my beloved papa..
Papa,
If you ever find yourself wondering
if I still need you the way i did
when I was growing up,
or whether I ever think about the little things
and the special times
we used to share…
The answer will always be YES.
because no matter how many years go by,
inside my heart will always be
the little girl who loves you
and needs you
i love you, papa
Happy Birthday!
sebagai pembuka tirai, i’d like to share a story… story i’d like to call “cherry moment” which happened a few nights ago. i was watching tv and…
cherry : aunty mimi, what u eat?
mimi : nothing (eyes still fixed on the tv)
cherry : what u eat? (louder)
mimi : nothing…
cherry : see your mouth.. aaa??? (asking me to open my mouth)
mimi : *open mouth* aaaa…
cherry : ooo… nothing…
and then she went away… a few seconds later, she came back with a bowl
cherry : aunty mimi, cherry want to eat nothing… (gave me the bowl)
mimi : huh?!!! 
blur terus sia ooo… heheheh… want to eat nothing? how do you eat nothing? tsk..tsk..tsk…
wah… i hvnt updated for 10 days ooo… actually i have a lot to write but i’m just too lazy to type. so… i’ll just summarize the 10 days punya crita la…
on the 1st of Nov, we were invited to a birthday party (cum picnic) at Melinsung Summer Bay. if u still remember, last yr i did blog about being invited to a birtday party at this very place. at that time, i was 6 mth pregnant. i really enjoyed myself… and like last yr, i ate a lot especially when the others went swimming… heheheh…
erghhh… suddenly so lazy to type!
lagipun, this is supposed to be a short update only so… leave u all with a pic of ellone & i. i dont take photo that often anymore but since some of my friends keep asking me if there’s any new pic (of me), so here’s one for you guys la…
cheers!
Mencinta dirimu,
Untuk yang terakhir kali ini,
Lihat ku disini
Setia untuk dirimu.
Kasih yang ku belai
Gugur selama-lamanya
Waktu yang memisah
Menghukum luka yang lama terpendam
Kesuraman yang telah menjelma
Dihujani sedihku
Melarakan kenangan bersama
Di akhir pemergian dirimu
Tinggallah aku menanti
Mimpi yang indah kan mewarnai hati
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang bertakhta di jiwa ku dulu
Tak rela meninggal suci kasihmu itu
Bersemadi cinta ku di sini
Biar mekar mengharumi
Andai ada masa kan ku temu… Kasih...
i dont know…
right now my blog looks ridiculous…
with those boxes with the x marks… damn!
photojerk’s hard disk crashed kunun and now, even my banner pun hilang!
i guess it’s about time i make full use of my “paid” domain.
even jusspress is down!
ergggghhhhh!!!!
Today, life seems pretty normal to me.
Yesterday, somebody actually shot somebody at the very town i’m currently living! it’s been the talk of the town ever since and the story even made headlines on today’s newspapers, both local and national given that some of the people involved come from a very well-known and respected family around here.
hmm… dont want to say more la… check this and this for more info.
kunun i bought daily express today and so stupid, i even asked the newspaper vendor the price of the paper 
ketara tidak pernah beli newspaper kan?
i was desperately in need of cheering up today and finally i found this
really, this has finally put a big grin on my face!
it’s actually a great poem but hehehehhh… the meaning is a bit too deep bah 
go on… read it yourself… who knows, u might need the motivation… or a good laugh
guess i couldnt stay away too long (from blogging)
just a short entry tho.
cherry moment a few days ago…
mimi : waahhhh… cantik oo mata cherry kannnn???
cherry : ya…. aunty, aunty, siapa beli mata cherry???
mimi : 
