first of all… no, not my baby aa…
sad news early in the morning today. a very good friend of mine, who’s married to one of my bosses, has given birth to a stillborn baby. 
her husband (my boss), called me and said that he’ll be taking leave the whole week and stupid me (as always), didnt even notice the sadness in his voice. so yg si buduh ni, dengan suara yg extremely excited went on and ask… sooo??? how laa??? sudah jadi bapa??? with a sigh… and a barely ‘listenable’ voice, he said “sudah… tapi nasib dia tidak bagus oo Lena” (he calls me Lena bah)… so, double stupid ni, bzbody lagi pi tanya “kenapa????” but actually, automatic saja bah tu… i didnt mean to ask but… tu lah… automatic saja tu mulut. he was so nice, he let me know the whole story…
he said, his wife – my friend – was overdue. she’s supposed to deliver on 20th Oct but when the day came, there was still no sign of y’know… sakit2 perut kaa…. nothing at all. the next day, she was bleeding so they went to the hospital. she was immediately admitted but when she was checked, the doctor/nurse said, her cervix is not dilated yet.. and since no pain or whatever, the next day they were asked to go home and come back on the 29th Oct.
i think it was on friday, she noticed that her baby’s not moving.. and when they get to the hospital, after being checked and everything, they were told that the baby is gone
OMG!
i just couldnt imagine the heartache and the pain they must be going through right now…
just imagine, they must hv already bought baby clothings, folded the diapers nicely… prepared the cot… those cute little pillows and bolsters and blankets… the baby bottles…
hv to be on pantang but…
and no baby to breastfeed to…
be strong my dearest friend… God will take a very good care of the baby, He will…
dang! why do things like these always happen to nice ppl…