Empty

i know i’ve been neglecting my blog for quite some time and i have a lot of pending tags from my friends. i still hutang a few from Herda, Elcy, MrB & Nleen. perhaps i really shd get the tags done and post each day a tag so that my blog won’t be so sunyi…

and for this one, i was tagged by Bee (2 days ago) and Ms. Yatt (yesterday).  Since it’s the easiest one and doesn’t take much time to complete, i do this 1st la ya… Nleen, your tags will be next.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal/blog.

The results:

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?

Womanizer – Britney Spears

(Anybody : Mimi, is this ok?   Mimi: Womanizer!!  *with thumbs up*)

 

2. How would you describe yourself?

I’m yours – Jason Mraz

(Do you think if i say "I’m yours" in an interview, i’d definitely get the job??? Perhaps batting my non-existent eyelashes would help too…)

 

3. What do you like in a girl?

Innocence – Avril Lavigne

(honestly, i don’t really care but i think too much innocence would suffocate me)

 

4. How do you feel today?

Teardrops on my guitar – Taylor Swift

(am i supposed to feel sad today?)

 

5.What is your life’s purpose?

Love Song – Sara Bareilles

(Love Song??? Doesn’t really make sense to me. Ooo… i think i get it. My life’s purpose is to be a Love Song. Romantic, beautiful, easy-listening, soothing…. to bad i’m not all that hehehehe)

 

6. What is your motto?

You were meant for me – Jewel

(dangerous motto this is. it’s not that inspiring or motivating to go "You were meant for me" for everything/everyone, isn’t it?)

 

7. What do your friends think of you?

Somewhere over the rainbow – Jason Castro’s version

(Owh mannnnn!!! Do they really think of me as "Somewhere over the rainbow"??? that’s kind of sad actually…)

 

8. What do you think of your parents?

Welcome to the black parade – My Chemical Romance

(My parents are going to kill me hehehehe)

 

9. What do you think about very often?

Before He Cheats – Carrie Underwood

(I have a feeling that a certain someone would definitely and totally agree with this one… *wink wink*)

 

10. What is 2 + 2?

What about now – Daughtry

(You see, i can get very complicated at times. Ask me a simple question and i’d answer with a slightly more difficult unrelated question)

 

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Aku Stacy – Stacy

(Tried as hard as i can but i still couldn’t make sense of this one)

 

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Foolish Games – Jewel

(The person i like is Foolish Games??? Weird…)

 

13. What is your life story?

Flightless Bird, American Mouth – Iron & Wine

(hard to understand??? anyway, i kinda agree with the line "Now I am a fat house cat")

 

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Standing Still – Jewel

(oh dear! no wonder i feel like i’m in a stand still)

 

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Big Girls Don’t Cry – Fergie

(why would i think of this??? weird…)

 

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Stay – Estrella

(sudahlah nda pandai menari even with a dance song, dance to Stay some more??? i wonder how do we dance to this song )

 

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Mercy – Duffy

(hahahah Good one!!)

 

18.What is your hobby/interest?

Stop and Stare – One Republic

(i didn’t know i love stopping and staring)

 

19. What is your biggest fear?

I Kissed A Girl – Katy Perry

(well, i guess kissing a girl is a bit scary. Even all the radio station in Msia thought so too. )

 

20. What is your biggest secret?

It Is You (I have loved) – Dana Glover

(i don’t think loving YOU is a big secret)

 

21. What do you think of your friends?

Ruang Rindu – Letto

(Yaa… i do miss my childhood friends…)

 

22. What will you post this as?

Empty – The Click 5

(and i do feel empty after doing this tag… the answers to each question is neither interesting nor funny *sob sob*)

 

Anyway… I’m now tagging these lucky ppl :-

Herda

Nleen

Kadusmama

Joyce (Os, u shd do this… funny ooo)

Kicik (Sorry… u’re tagged again)

Little Darling is now 4 Tahun Lah!

i know this sounds corny but time flies so fast.

it feels like only yesterday i was at the kepayan/kobusak cross junction, having contraction 5 mins apart and still undecided on whether to go straight -[to take the angpow packet from my aunty’s hse] or to go right [to KK Specialist] 

but NO… that was 4 years ago!

yesterday was my Little Darling’s 4th Birthday….

since this year, her bday falls on a week day which also means school day, we decided that it would be fun to have her birthday at school… let her celebrate it with her friends…

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the day before bz preparing the goodies for her classmates.

 

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see the excited face??? so happy for the Princess Cake.

 

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You can get your own princess cake at DeanaCakes. Ada tapau budak2 d blakang.. hehehe

 

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Ellone and her cake while all the kids sang the bday song.

 

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Blowing out the candles…

 

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Kesian teda Xavier

 

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Ellone’s classmate. most of them eat the icing only hehehe…

 

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mmm…. yum yummmm…!

 

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handing her bestfriend a goodie pack. Chelsea malu-malu bcos lambat sampai mangkali…

 

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the kids mcm masih mau lagi. the boy [3rd from left] bah, so curious on why the doll has no legs…

 

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Ellone and Shawna – also one of her bestfriends

Sing Song Na Na Na…

Lately, i’ve noticed that my soon-to-be 2 yrs old son has developed a ‘passion’ for singing hehehehe…

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usually he would only sing along to his favourite songs like Ruang Rindu by Letto, Higgly Town Heroes, Mickey Mouse Hot Dog song and Pink’s So What hehehe…

but yesterday, i caught him singing like this :-

Buwu kakak choowa
Hiiiyap yee jiyiya
Nenek syuta choowa
hiiya chika choowa

Can you guess what song is that? hehehe…

i thought it was sooo cute (sorry- puji anak sendiri) and i was trying so hard not to giggle. he repeat it for about 3 times but immediately stopped when he noticed his mommy grinning…

now dowan to sing oredi… 🙁

New Template

Since everyone i know are changing their blog template for the new year, yours truly decided to join in the fun and end up with this simple one. i decided that this is my current favourite and i’m going to stick with it for a while.

still in the process of ‘renovating’ of course, so please forgive me for the mess. if your blog is not in my blogroll yet, don’t worry. it will be there in a few days time. if by February it is still not there, pls remind me ya…

i wanted to continue with the all the editings BUT i didnt realize it’s already past midnight – in fact, it;s already 1:00 a.m!!! no wonder i was soooo sleepy a few moments ago, but now i’m quite wide awake – but then again i had to go to sleep, otherwise, i’ll have to find another reason on why i’m late (again) tomorrow… damn! i’m tempted to take emergency leave tomorrow – oops! rephrased : later today – but i have just made another resolution kunun for the new year which is… to have at least 5 annual leave to bring fwd to next year!

ok peeps… time to hit the sack! btw, how do you like my new template???

Bye Bye 2008, Hello 2009!

i guess it’s not too late to wish everyone Happy New Year 2009.

well, this is just going to be a very very short update coz i kinda lazy to blog lately. as usual, i hv a lot to blog about, but i just couldnt put it into words so, i’d better save them for later – when my blogging mood returns.

i wanted to do a recap on what happened in 2008, but no mood to blog. will just tell u guys one thing. just before new year, on the 31st to be exact, went to the clinic coz i had trouble breathing since the night before. i also hv that wheezing sound and it is especially loud when i exhaled. the thought of asthma did cross my mind, but i tried to shrug it off, thinking that maybe it’s just because i hv too many phlegm in my throat. the visit to the doctor the next morning confirmed my worst fear – I have asthma. was put on the nebulizer for a good 15-20 minutes, which was very uncomfortable. doctor suggested that i should use the asthma spray, but i refused and choose the asthma pill instead. i just realized that the wheezing sound is totally gone today. yay for me! hopefully it wont return any time sooner.

now, on to my list to look forward to in 2009.

1. lose 11kg at least by end of feb 2009. Oya…. i dont mean to brag, but i have already lost 8 kg in 6 weeks, dropped from size XL to M, lost 10.5cm on my waist and lost 9cm on my thigh.

2. learn to put on make-up hehehe… Os! ko la tu kasi jangkit mineral pigment!

3. move to my small apartment

4. more money

itu ja la… not much, but enough to keep me bz for the whole 2009.

ok la… i said this will only be a short update kan? looks like long oredi.

bah, that’s it for now… i may not be updating this blog for a while tho… til then.. bye bye peeps!

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

[I’m still in love with Edward Cullen and still pretending to be Bella Swan]

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down

What Christmas Ornament Are You?

Christmas is around the corner and for a few yrs now, i always thought that Christmas is not as fun as it used to be. this year, it’s going to be a lot worse than the previous years mainly because i won’t be going on leave during Christmas! Wondering why? well… i’ve used up all my annual leave and i only have 2 days left. i’ll be using 1 day next wk for my Me Time and i guess 1 day is for the 26th. Damn! Better make sure to plan my leave properly next year so that i won’t end up working during Christmas!

So, i was visiting my friends’ blog and stumbled upon this quiz in Elcy’s Blog. So, i did it… and guess what christmas ornament am i?

You Are a Bow
You don’t think of it as the holiday season – you think of it as the present season!
What Christmas Ornament Are You?

 

OWH MANNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

I’m a BOW???? A lousy wrinkled BOW??? I don’t believe this… Reminds me of the What Christmas Carol Are You quiz i’d taken back in 2005.

Twilight and I

Sorry Bee, but I blame it on you! It’s all your fault that I’m now (truly, madly, deeply) in love with Edward Cullen! Would you like to know why? Bah, let me explain aa…

Since I finished reading The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch about two weeks ago, I was looking for good books to read next. Tried reading Nowhere to Run by Judy Westwater but it keeps reminding me of The Kitchen God’s Wife by Amy Tan. The story line is so similar I stop reading after a few chapters.

Bee’s blog is one of my daily doses and I noticed the books in her Recently Read section; the Twilight Saga – all 4 of them and i thought to myself, this book must be great, otherwise, Bee won’t waste her time reading all of them. I also heard in the radio that the Twilight movie is going to be released on November 21st. The news about the movie added to my curiousity so, I bought 2 of the books – Twilight and New Moon.

Since I don’t have much time to read, I only read 2 chapters at first. During the 1st 2 chaps, i thought it was quite boring. Then, I guess Bee saw that I was reading Twilight, she left a comment about it and ask me whether i found Edward Cullen a dream guy material. I couldn’t really answer at first coz i haven’t actually ‘seen’ the real Edward Cullen. I continued reading the book and i found that the story gets better and better. I’m beginning to see Edward the charmer, dazzling Bella in every ways. But after chap 4, i had to stop because it is weekdays and i had to go to work in the morning. Continued again on Saturday night and that’s when i got hooked with the book. I couldn’t put the book down and I only finished reading at 4:00 a.m! Btw, the book is very thick, almost 600 pages.

By the time I finished Twilight, I was so obsessed with it that I went and watched all the trailers available in youtube, going ‘ooh’ and ‘aaaahh’ at all the previews! couldn’t wait for the movie to be released. i even fell in love with the Bella’s Lullaby – well, i don’t really know if it’s the official lullaby, but most of the ‘youtubers’ said so.

Talking about the casts of Twilight (the movie of course), my personal opinion, some of them doesn’t really fit with the character. I have no problem with Bella, but for others, especially Edward (sorry Bee), Rosalie, Alice and Jasper, i was a bit disappointed. perhaps it’s to early to judge but I was hoping Edward would be a bit more muscular, with a darker [personality] and more mysterious personality. Rosalie should be more beautiful. but then again, i couldn’t think of anybody else better for those parts. Alice… i keep picturing Brea Grant (Daphne of Heroes) without the black hair when i was reading Twilight. I pictured Jasper to have a tougher look, but no, he looked soft. Doesn’t really look like he’s having trouble with his diet. Oh, but I like James! i think the character fit James perfectly!

Last night i started on New Moon. Bee suggested that I read Midnight Sun first, but I haven’t printed it yet. I read until 2:00 a.m but i was only up to chapter 15. I don’t want to stop, but it’s already monday and i have to go to work in 6 hrs time so, i cheated. I read the Epilogue and only by 2:30 a.m, i can sleep in peace.

For 2 days in a row, i slept at almost ‘twilight’ and I didn’t use a reading light i’m afraid i might woke the kids up. what i did was, i switched on the TV with the volume down and it was bright enough for me to read with ease. i know it’s not good for my eyes and if i keep doing that, i might need glasses very soon.

If i ever need glasses, I might consider buying them online. ZenniOptical.com sells eyeglasses online at a low price – as low as $8.00 per pair – and they shipped anywhere in the world. They had a wide range of lenses and frames for me to choose from. i already had an eye for one or two frames but i guess I don’t need them. Yet. When i first saw the price, i was a bit curious on why they are selling so cheap. Then i found out that they manufacture their own frames and sells them directly to customers. They actually saved on middlemen and advertising budget! Smart aren’t they?

There’s also an article from The Chicago Tribune that talks about why some glasses are sold at a very cheap price. It’s a very good and informative article.

Ok, I need to run, hubby is here to take me to the bank! Talk to you guys later…

Awards! lots and lots of them!

My very good friend / colleague / classmate Baizurah gave me this long list of awards and Thank You very much for awarding them to me!

1. Amazing Friendship Award

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2. BFF (Blogging Friends Forever)

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3. I Love Your Blog Awards

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4. Superblogger Award

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5. Uber Amazing Blog!

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And I’m passing all these awards to:-

Si-Kicik

Nleen

Herda

Elcynthia

KadusMama

Joyce

Dzuhriah

Izyanti

Shanel

Yone