I can’t believe I havent written for sooooooo long. well, i guess i was a bit frustrated coz I’ve been trying soo hard to change the look of my blog but nothing seems to work. I cant see those changes. It’s very very very frustrating!!! Maybe I should put back the old standard template, i dunno… maybe i’d better do that.

And I just dont know what should write. I shouldnt have named this blog “Let’s talk about me” in the first place coz i rarely talk about me. No idea at all… I’m afraid that if i talk too much about myself here, sooner or later, people will find out who i am and that’s doesnt sound great – at all. the air of mystery around me will be lifted and i’ll be exposed to the whole world and who knows.. maybe people will make fun of me.

A lot has happened for the past three months or so – since my last entry. our office was renovated and we got to choose a new color for the partition. I got a big desk now – more place for rubbish 🙂 and… I’ve been here for about… hmmm let’s see… ooo… coming to 6 months and it feels so good to be here. I mean… I get along very well with all my colleagues and that makes me feel great. actually, i dont know how to express/explain/describe my feelings… it felt like a great sense of happiness fills my entire being…hehehehehahahaha…. sometimes, i do have bad days but compared to what i’ve been through before… it couldve been worse.

and i do have some bad news… my wedding was postponed to may. i dunno, in a way, i felt sort of relieved but then, deep down inside, i feel quite disappointed coz i cant marry on valentine’s day :-(. but guess i’ll just have to see the brighter side of things… like…emmm… ok, that’s allright, I’ll have plenty of time to save more money so that my wedding will be a blast! 🙂 that’s one. emmmm…. ooo… so, i’ll have more time to slim down. emmm… what else????? 🙁

a few weeks ago… i think i had accidentally forwarded an e-mail to one of my ex-colleague and to my surprise, he replied and asked how am i doing… awwww… he’s so nice. but the thing is, when we were colleagues, he seldom talk to me. it’s so nice of him to send me an e-mail… i remember there’s this one time when i was surfing the net, I stumbled upon his online diary and he had written about my last day at the office, my simple farewell party. It’s quite strange coz he never said a word to me during that day and i thought he never cared. In that online diary of his, he wish me everything… hope u enjoy your new place, good luck, dont forget us and wishing me all the best. I was really touched. but i dont know what ever happened to his diary, I either forgot the correct address or… the host is down or…. i dunno….

actually now I’m on yahoo messenger, chatting with my ex-classmate. sooo… i think i’ll write again… soon.