i wasnt planning on adding another post for today but something has happened to me just now and i think it’s worth blogging for. i wont go into details – let’s just say, somebody said something that has hurt my feelings and the things he said has something to do with my err.. “unpleasant” past.
this “unpleasant” past of mine happened about ten yrs ago, during my highschool time. i once attended the best school in KK but bcos of the wrong choices i made, i hv to leave the school – in such a “disgraceful” way. up to this day, i hv regrets over that HUGE mistake. but i decided to look at the bright side of things, moved on and here i am now. i wont say that i lived a very comfortable and luxurious life now but look, i manage to get a decent job, i ‘m married to the most wonderful and loving man in the world and i’m going to be a mother soon… what more could i ask for?
in a way, i feel that the wrong choices i’ve made, the mistakes, i think they hv all played a part in helping me to grow. made me a stronger person, wiser so that i wont repeat the same mistake again. i do treasure them, the experience.
sometimes, i do ask myself the “what if” question. What if those things never happened? i’m pretty sure i will lead a different path of life. Maybe a different job… may not even be married yet…
i’m thankful they happened coz i love my life now and i wouldnt want my life to be any different than what i hv now.
remember, life is about making choices. choose carefully and wisely. sometimes, the choices u’ve made seems so wrong at that time but who knows, it will lead u to a very wonderful life ahead.