Wow… time flies. I was so into editing my blog that I didn’t realize it’s time to go home. Well, I still have to wait for my fiance to pick me up anyway but, I’m free to play games and whatsoever. I think my blog looks really dull but I dunno what else to do/add to make it more beautiful. I think I’m the most uncreative person alive. No sense of color-matching and decorating. That’s why my website was never completed.

A few days ago, one of the managers in the company I worked before came to see me asking me a favor. She wants me to do some jobs for them and she said she’ll pay me. I dont think they’ll pay me much but since the jobs are quite simple and plus the fact that I’m broke right now (yeah… I know, and we’re not even into the middle of the month), I just have to say yes :-(. And then, some of the uni students in one of the private uni ask me to do their assignments for them. They said they’ll pay soooo… I think I’ll just have to do it 🙁 Really, the past 4-5 months, my life is really a mess. Everything is unorganized. My career and my income was unstable. When can I lead a normal life…???? Soon…. real soon. (Comforting myself…)

Last Saturday, went to two weddings. Hmmm… people getting married. I’m not sure how would my wedding be. It’s six months away and still, I haven’t done anything yet. No savings at all. Actually, deep inside, I’m scared. I don’t think I’m ready to settle down. Even though my fiance and I have been together for many years, I still feel like I’m not ready yet. I can’t even manage my finance yet,let alone managing a family, I mean, taking care of a family. Will I be able to juggle between career and family? Who’ll take care of my kids when I’m off to work?

hmm… I think I’d better stop mumbling now. My fiance will be here any minute now. Write again soon…